Society wants to help and understand and raise awareness. But I’m almost 27 years old, and very few people know that I was diagnosed with an unspecified mood disorder over a decade ago. I’m a special kind of crazy that doesn’t even fit into a specific psychological group.
Everything and every person is always just out of reach for me. Happiness is standing on the other side of the street from me, I can see it clearly. Then a bus passes and it disappears. It’s like a sick twisted game of tag, except I’m always the one chasing rather than running.