So Before I Let You Go
There’s no guide to learning how to let go. The path is filled with twists and turns, ups and downs, and a mess of feelings that sometimes are left unsaid.
2AM Thoughts
The time is 2:19 a.m. and I sit sullenly at my sad excuse for a desk, typing, backspacing, typing, backspacing. My vocabulary escapes me at this hour. All I want is to fall into purple-hazed dreams and maybe not feel what it feels like to want and want so desperately that it stings. I think back to old friends, acquaintances, lovers, enemies (if there is such a thing anymore) and I try to imagine what they think of me now.
Maybe Loving You Wasn’t A Complete Waste
A Short List Of Things I Would Never Want To Admit Out Loud
I am wildly afraid that I’m not mentally capable of falling in love with someone again.
Living With A Shattered Heart
“Remember to smile”, he said matter-of-factly. “People might think your heart is shattered.”
What To Do When You Find Yourself Depressed For No Reason On A Sunday Night
“If you took the monsters’ point of view, everything they did made perfect sense. The trick was learning to think like a monster.” But your depression is a monster that can’t be made sense of and it’s an entity that doesn’t contain any logic.
How To Get Out Of An Almost Relationship In One Piece
You hide your hearts deepest desires. You hide your thoughts behind tweets.
The Truth About What Love Really Is
It’s not supposed to make your best friend heartbroken because it pains her to see you settle for less than you deserve.
I’ve Never Been Good At Endings
Everything is hazy; the air feels thick and tight. Even now, some years and so many fires later, I still sleep with the windows open.
