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I am that woman, the one who will never, ever stay. 

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Last night, I heard our song
and even though I skipped it
I kept singing it all night

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It felt different, I felt scared
truth be told, I was not prepared.

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I close my eyes and count seconds until it begins. More minutes, I say. A little bit more, it seems. I wait. 

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Our own
worst enemy.

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Start your days slowly.⁣

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You learn that life is a kaleidoscope, always moving, always changing, always brimming with endless colors. They might be bright, they might be dull.

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You cannot tell the truth if you cannot use the words you need to tell it.

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I pray for the fall.
No matter who catches.
The point is that I jumped.

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i am freefalling through every level of this dark and lonely place as life continues on. i am ignoring calls and canceling plans. i am looking through photos, rereading old texts, and wondering in what world you deserved this.