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This year has been marked by disruption, reflection, deep solitude, awakening, and change.

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When it’s time to start over, you won’t know you’re at the start of a new beginning, because all it will feel like is an overwhelming end.

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I think the answer is realizing I can start over and do that meaningful thing. 

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So now it begins. The beginning of a new chapter, heck the beginning of a new book.

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Goodbye 2019, I have to let you go.

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Hello October, I promise to be good to myself.

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I’m slowly learning how to let that fear go; the fear of shaking my stability, the fear of things falling apart, the fear of short-lived happiness, the fear of the low after the high.

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Are you always looking to the next chapter of your life because you’re fed up with the one you’re living now?

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I felt like I had to compete for your love and attention, and that’s how I finally knew you weren’t right for me.

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This past week, I made the move to Nashville. Your girl packed all her bags in my little car and drove 6 hours to Music City.