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I wish you all the best, because it will take a hell of a lot of strength to go it alone. And it’s the only way. I just want to let you know how great it is on the other side, how much the fight will be worth it.

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In even my most shining of moments, when the moonlight catches my porcelain skin through a cloud of cigarette smoke and I feel drunk and beautiful and perfectly in love, I am still the other woman.

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It was never my intention to ruin a relationship.

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You just rolled around in the sheet with him, and barely ten minutes after he left, you want to talk to him?

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I badly want to slap you but I don’t have the courage to because I know my position. If only you knew how excruciating it is to hear his sobs, to feel his tears rolling down the blade of my shoulders.You’re hurting him. I badly want to be his savior.

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I know forever kinds of things between us are impossible.

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You and he ruined my life, stole the life I spent 15 years trying to built with him, destroyed my identity… I wish I could say I “wish you the best,” but it’s more like “I think you’re about to get what you deserve.”

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The first thing I should probably do is apologize. Apologize for ruining all of your trust in future men. For ruining the relationship between you and him that was all so perfect until I came along. And I will apologize for that. I’m sorry for hurting you, and I mean that.

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And I fell in love with him.

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You probably didn’t think it would matter; you probably figured it was just a little affair and we would never find out. We’ll just go on and live the rest of our lives completely unaffected by it, right?