You’re choosing to stay stuck instead of moving forward with your life. Everything in life is a choice. You make thousands of decisions every day. You have the option to stay stuck in the shitty situation you’re in or you have the ability to move on and move forward. That’s all on you.
Happiness is in people enjoying food at restaurants and in people who don’t have enough to eat. It’s in the ones that have a house and in the ones that are just getting by in their broken down apartment. That’s because happiness doesn’t come in the form of things, but in the form of emotional satisfaction and in how you see life.