But at the same time, I’m struggling. I’m struggling very, very hard right now.
Love And Sex
It only took eight dates before I fell in love with him. And ten dates for me to lose my virginity.
Sometimes it feels like that’s all I am.
Everybody handles their scars differently.
You don’t feel this pressure to put out or just have sex to have sex. It’s deeper than that. You develop patience to see the process through.
If that’s what my body is telling me to do, I’m going to do it.
I’m terrified of abandonment and loneliness.