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Do I miss her presence? Do I miss the way she walks into a room? Do I miss our shared memories?

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I have tried my hardest to pretend like you don’t always stay with me. I have tried to lie to myself for years that I don’t look for you in everyone else.

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I long to know you, to love you, and to be loved by you.

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The Doomsday Clock
is set at 10 seconds to midnight,
and all I can think about
is how I’m running out of time
to tell you all of the things
I never got to say.

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I can play music to drown out the sound of your laugh. I can fill my time and my mind with someone new so I don’t have to be haunted by your face.
But I can’t erase your hands.

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You may have found that no matter where you go, you cannot be planted.

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I pray that someday down the road you miss me so much it’s unbearable 

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I miss you the way I would miss a limb. It feels like I’m walking around missing something essential to my being, something I’m meant to be with.