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This isn’t fair to either of us anymore. 

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I wish I could tell you how the day you walked into my life was one of the best days I have ever had.

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I can’t pretend to just be your friend when my heart craves so much more.

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You can’t accept fragments of something that you loved with the wholeness of yourself.

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I stupidly wanted to think that this could have been more, but deep down I knew that we were only going to be just friends.

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Feeling this way, though, how can you be just friends? When all you want to do is reach out and hold their hand?

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I never saw anyone else coming. I assumed you were only interested in me. I assumed our feelings were the same strength. I assumed you were only single because you were scared of commitment and I would be the one to change that for you. 

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You did not make it difficult for me to fall in love with you. It just happened so fast.

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I keep thinking. And thinking. And overthinking.

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Because when the person who broke your heart is the person who has always healed it, the only thing you can feel is fear.