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Sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if I had stayed. I wonder if things would have worked out eventually, if I didn’t force myself to run away when they didn’t.

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Every tear I shed crying out for you was honest, every dream I had about you coming back to me made me hopeful, and every note I reread a million times from you made me feel like everything we had was real, even if at the time it felt like you didn’t give a damn about me.