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This is me trying my best to not think about you. To not blame myself. To not replay in my head over and over again the few happy memories I have of us.

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I know it seems as if such a thing couldn’t possibly be true, but I hope you believe me when I say that you will get through this.

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I’m sorry for so much. I’m sorry for the lies. I’m sorry for trying to escape reality when I was with you. I’m sorry for the petty fights. I’m sorry for not appreciating the moments more with you. I’m just… sorry. I lost myself in a way where I had no clue who I was anymore.

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I’d be lying if I said I don’t still miss you at times, but I’d be lying if I said I still love you.

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We see each other for exactly who we are, all of the bad qualities in you reflected back on me, and vice versa. I tried to separate us and hate all of the negative in you, but that left me empty, cold, numb.

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Can you heal from living without one person by putting another person in your heart, in the hole in your chest?

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When your heart breaks, remember that they left for a reason.

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Wanting to be ready to date isn’t the same as being ready.

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I can still feel your fingers leaving imprints on my skin, along my spine, marking your territory for the rest of time.

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When they ghost you unexpectedly, remember that you are still worthy of love.