I am not going to pretend everything is fine when you are screwing me over. I am not going to let you get away with your games.
You wanted to let me go
You wanted closure
so you got it.
I miss flirting with you. I miss touching you. I miss kissing you. But above all else, I miss having you as a friend.
Lots of people are afraid of getting hurt, are fearful of rejection. In fact, I’d go as far to say even that the ones who do put themselves out there time and time again are also scared. But maybe they’re just braver than me.
I’m terrified of abandonment and loneliness.