Aries: You’re the drunk friend who also gets everyone else drunk AF because you’re constantly buying rounds of shots or challenging everyone to chugging contests you know you’ll win.
How do I tell her to be her beautiful, bright self in a world that will go after that beauty, sometimes in dangerous ways?
Deep down I know the majority of my problems start and stop with alcohol. Drinking will always be a part of my life whether I’m drinking or not. It’d be easier to figure out if I wasn’t both the variable and constant in this little conundrum of mine.
A VERY BAD THING HAPPENED.
I didn’t sleep brilliantly that night, I never do when I’ve been drinking, but when I woke up I was completely sober.
Why do these songs exist? Go to the bathroom, look at your sloppy self in the mirror, panic while refreshing your CNN app, and get another drink.
I was desperately trying to fill the growing void within me with alcohol and attention from men; but no matter how much of it I got – it was never enough.
“You’d better pray to God that’s bigger than a .38 or I’m gonna beat you to death while I bleed out.”
Beating myself up over things I can’t control.
No matter how much you love someone, it doesn’t make them obligated to love you back.