That you are stupid for thinking he ever would. He will tell you that you are nothing. Then he will leave.
One evening, I received a message from him, which was definitely not meant for me. That broke me completely. When I confronted him, all he said was “which message are you talking about?” Needless to say, the picture was quite clear.
You have a small circle of friends, because you don’t like to open up your soul and spread your secrets around.
They don’t mention that you must remember who you are. The you before someone stole from you and tried to tell you who or what you were.
They hate him for you because your heart can’t seem to.
You were past that with me. You no longer felt any humanity towards me. You picked up your things and you slammed the door behind you.
Rebecca had the life that I dreamed of. She had a big house, two dogs, and a really nice mom and dad. I would sit in Rebecca’s house sometimes and watch in amazement as Rebecca’s mom hugged and kissed her and combed the tangles out of her long hair.
You have to make your wellbeing a priority. Whether that means breaking up with someone you care about, loving a family member from a distance, letting go of a friend, or removing yourself from a situation that feels painful — you have every right to leave and create a safer space for yourself.
This cycle is vicious, and it is why most of us stick around in a mentally abusive relationship – and it’s because we hang on to those good moments for dear life.
Stop blaming yourself for all of this and let go. Forget. Move on.