Love is devastating and all-consuming and terrible in its resistance to all things logical.
At times, I felt as if her addiction was my own.
I finally found my person. I found someone who is kind, loving, supportive, and caring. Someone who makes life better in the best possible ways you can imagine.
For low maintenance girls that don’t have the budget or desire to buy expensive makeup, these are the drug store items I apply on a daily basis for a natural look that is super easy and quick.
When you first realize you now love someone who loves drugs more than absolutely everything, it’s a hard pill to swallow.
The definition of a disease is an impairment of health or a condition of abnormal functioning. What could be more abnormal than wanting to inject a foreign substance into your body just for fun several times per day?
They won’t tell you what it’s like to see the first overdose. They won’t tell you how scary it is to watch someone nod off, itch and be in slow motion. They won’t tell you what it’s like when you get the first phone call stating they’re unconscious.
If you’re lucky, they recover. If you’re really lucky, you recover, too.
We have been there before. Doing well and then BAM, everything goes to shit.
The days you used to spend hanging out together suddenly start turning into something
new, something you don’t quite understand.