YOU DESERVE BETTER. YOU DESERVE THE SAME AMOUNT OF LOVE AND TIME YOU DEDICATE JUST TO SEE HIS FACE. IF HE DOES NOT SEE THAT, WALK AWAY.
Remind me, not everyone is my ex. Not all beautiful things should be shouted to others, like, I KNEW IT FIRST. like, I WANTED HIM BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW HIM.
You still cannot believe he talked to you and he knows your name. You get a million butterflies in your stomach. It feels amazing, you feel there is hope for you and him.
To be honest I’m not quite sure if you were even looking at me or looking through me. I don’t know you that well after all. Maybe you just like to stare at empty spaces and mistook me for one.
Pisces: You’re a total flirt, but in the dreamiest of ways. You spend a solid amount of time fantasizing and listening to swoon-worthy music. You get very touchy and giddy, and it’s honestly the cutest thing ever.
He won’t love you back. He will be smiling, but you won’t be the sole reason why. He will be singing, but he won’t sing for you. He will be out there living his dream and snatching hearts while you sit in front of a computer screen, writing letters he won’t even get to read.
It’s important to accept that and know when to move on.
You hate it when they cancel on you or have to reschedule. Usually because you spend your whole day emotionally preparing to see them, and also because you have this tiny irrational, suppressed idea that you should be their number one priority forever and ever.
Cancer: You’re so stunned, you just start crying.
Do not be attached to the outcome nor what others will think nor how they’ll reply (or not reply.) Do not look for external validation. This is hard to do. But you must, for your sake, and the sake of your work. It deserves your steadfast belief. After all, it is you. Not all of you of course, but an important part of you.