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She could’ve been the one for you. Maybe she still is. Maybe she’s the girl that would’ve changed you. Maybe she’s the girl that would’ve let you love her, and maybe she’s the girl that would have never ever hurt you. But you were too damn proud for that kind of life. You were too damn hungry for more. You were too damn selfish that you couldn’t even see what was right in front of you.

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It certainly wasn’t brave of me to absolutely collapse as soon as the negative comments came pouring though. I ended up hibernating in bed, the duvet covering my shame, my body convulsing with the heaviness of tears trying their hardest to escape.

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I want an answer even if it is the hardest truth.

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Read on for true encounters so shocking, you might feel compelled to take a shower…in bleach.

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If you have the propensity to cheat, then maybe it’s time to step away from relationships entirely. Because the notions you have on what it takes to be faithful are clearly flawed.

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The other day I went so low I looked for safety in that Chelsea apartment. I wanted a bunker. Ended in the basement. Made a tent with the bed sheets.

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I thought, “I am a different person now. I am strong. I am confident. I should do my psyche a favor and confront this person.”