If you’re confused about why she feels this way imagine how confused she is wondering why you don’t, as she replays in her mind how she misread all those signals.
I take responsibility for my part. I should have asked sooner. I should have made sure we were on the same page. Instead, I drove myself crazy with maybes.
At the end of the day I can’t help but to think that if these guys actually wanted to be with me, they just would.
What if instead of the crippling prospect of forever, you just tackled today? What if you did that each day until you didn’t even realize you were doing it anymore and one day you come to realize you’re totally clean?
I never had a father figure and every year this holiday rolls around.
I believed you. I believed you may have not been ready.
I never needed you. I just wanted a chance. A conversation. Maybe a kiss. But forever is a big word, it’s not for the faint of heart, it’s not for you.
Everyone says mixed signals mean a person likes you, but not enough, which is so hard for me to accept. You looked at me like you had strong feelings for me. You fooled me into believing there was something real between us.
So take this inability to allow anybody in, and add that to the culture where in a big city there are all these options.. it is an utter disaster.
Is no one going to bring this up? Are we just not going to discuss this? No? Fine, I will.