When I am sad, I am severely depressed. Social situations can make me anxious, which more often than not unfortunately presents itself as anger.
Borderline Personality Disorder
“I don’t know, is there a mental illness for just being super inconsistent with your views and opinions and basically everything that makes a person who they are? If so, sign me the hell up.”
Have you ever met someone who seemed to be highly emotional, theatrical, dramatic, obsessed with their appearance and overly seductive in their interactions with others? Someone who always needed to be the center of attention? You may have encountered someone with Histrionic Personality Disorder.
We look at everything with extremities. Everything is either black or white, but that’s just how we perceive things, not who we are. We are filled with thoughts and ideas as colorful as it can get. We are constantly fighting for ourselves.
I feel like a walking contradiction inside myself, in my life.
They promise they’re not leaving me. I ask for extra validation to make sure they’re not lying. I feel bad for being so much of a “burden,” which in turn makes me feel like they’re going to leave me.
No, it’s not just you making up a lame excuse for being mean and stubborn. No, this was not your choice.
You can choose to walk away from living with BPD, but I’m not going to do that.
My greatest apologies go out to those who I’ve lost due to my disorder because they didn’t deserve it. Just like a diabetic is responsible for checking their blood sugar, I am responsible for checking myself.
He has no friends of his own.