I am slowly learning how to be alone. I am slowly learning how to wake up in the middle of the bed. How to make just one cup of coffee in the mornings. How to hold my own heart, how to take up my own space.
My question is, why is spending time alone such a stigma? Why is doing things alone inescapably associated with being lonely?
Pisces: You’re still hung up on your past. You keep romanticizing exes or people you used to love and it’s preventing you from anything happening in the here and now.
It’s happened before. Things are going well and you think to yourself, maybe just maybe, this time it will lead to actual commitment, maybe this time it’ll be requited love.
Write, paint, do photography, build something, decorate your apartment, etc. There is nothing more cathartic than opening up and finding your voice in creative expression.
Set a date, make a reservation, and treat yourself to a one-on-one date with you.
You’re never really happy. I’m certainly not. That’s a good thing. It means you’re always striving to do better. You hope the next piece will be better.
You start to question everything. You start to wonder if you made the right decision, you start to wonder if you rushed into things or if you should have left in the first place.
