But although you can put neat little ticks against the neat little boxes, you’re still not sure if what you went through was abuse. Because it didn’t feel like abuse. It felt like love.
This ‘almost relationship’ didn’t even have time to flourish, so how did it die before it had a chance to live?
You only have one heart and one life. And at the end of the day, you will be stuck with your choices and chances that you took or didn’t take. Choose wisely. And most importantly, always know that your heart is sacred. And it belongs to someone just as sacred and beautiful as you.
It hurt more to know that I had trusted him, when he was messing around with someone else behind my back. It hurt more to know that I thought we were on the same page, when we clearly weren’t. It hurt more to know that I cared more. I always cared more.
Don’t ever let someone make you question if what you feel for someone else is true or not.
You’ve lost someone you cared for. You’ve lost someone who made you smile. You’ve lost someone you imagined a future with.
Clearly, she can’t do something to fight for your love.
Find a person that always makes you feel missed when you’re not around. Always makes you feel beautiful when your insecurities rise up. Always makes you feel valuable. Always makes you feel wanted. Always makes you feel loved.
Eventually it ends, and you are both so happy, because the confusion, and anger is no longer there. It’s over.
If you saw the brokenness in her eyes, then maybe you would think twice about never letting her in.