If you don’t actually care don’t talk to her like your best friends then treat her badly.
It wasn’t a fairytale, a love story, or even a relationship that was desired. She wanted a chance, even though she knew that it was something impossible.
It crushed me. We were falling apart and I knew I had to distract myself, to cushion me from the pain. I’ve never met someone like you.
You still look for their ghost in the darkness. You still seek parts of them in others.
I didn’t expect you. You were a surprise to me in so many ways.
You hide your hearts deepest desires. You hide your thoughts behind tweets.
Honesty took the place of pretending, and finally love took the place of any almost that ever happened. Because we almost could’ve missed out on this very special thing that we’ve both found.
I like knowing that I’ll never have you. I like knowing that every second that I spend with you is a second that I will never get back.
Because if you wanted me you would have chosen me.
You deserve exclusivity. You deserve to be someone’s reason to leave the dating scene. You deserve to be someone’s number one. To be someone’s only one.