Because, first off, you clicked this.
Sing. In front of the mirror, in your car, while making coffee. Just let it all out.
And the truth is, once she leaves, you’ll even miss the bad things. The fights, the complications, all the little quirks that once drove you crazy. Because you never realize what you have until it’s already walking out the door, and it doesn’t matter how much you beg for it back. Once she’s done, she’s done.
Leo: She is impressed by you
But that doesn’t stop you from reading old messages, scrolling back months and months, all the way back when things were still OK. You look through old photos and you’re not sure if you want to laugh or cry. You think about deleting everything. You don’t. Not yet.
You’re terrified to tell people about these thoughts because you don’t want them to think you would actually do any of them.
It’s embarrassing and scary to admit that you have these thoughts that pop up in your head when you don’t believe in them. You aren’t crazy or psycho or a serial killer. It’s an illness. Get the help you need.
Your self esteem has always been low, but as you have grown up and had relationships and breakups and heartaches, it has plummeted. You never think you’re good enough for anyone and you continually question why people even hang out with you.
There is actually a very clear message about extra-marital pursuit… It’s not worth it. In my case, it wasn’t worth it even though we gave each other permission to do it freely, sometimes in the same room.
You don’t feel like you’re letting go of the past, but that you’re letting go of the future.
1. You’ve definitely acted like the ‘crazy girlfriend’ once or twice – but it’s only because you’re in touch with your emotions. You’re not afraid to wear your heart on your sleeve.