Sydney Santana
outward-facing private life with (un)healthy coping mechanisms
Latest Posts
This Is Why I Gave Up Casual Relationships
I’ve had 25 years of brainwashing telling me there is only the final goal, the top of the pyramid to achieve, the final box to check, but the joke is on you, society. I am whole by myself.
The First Days Of Grief
i am freefalling through every level of this dark and lonely place as life continues on. i am ignoring calls and canceling plans. i am looking through photos, rereading old texts, and wondering in what world you deserved this.
It’s Been So Long Since I Thought About Loving You
You are the sweetness I want to end each day with.
And some part of me knows I don’t.
When You Text Me
You Loved Me Before I Was Ready
I imagine you beside me, that we can both experience this moment, individually, and as one.
A Reminder To Myself That This Is Not Love
The Lessons Learned In Trying To Unlove You
i learned that even when you let someone borrow your pillow
and they promise to give it back
they are liars
