I Won’t Be The One Waiting For You

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I won’t be the one dedicating love posts about you.

I won’t be the one lowering my walls to let you in just to have you burn it all down.

I won’t be the one losing her appetite for whenever there’s a fight between us.

I won’t be the one who thinks about you day and night wondering what went wrong every day.

I won’t be the one who cries herself to sleep.

I won’t be the one manipulated by your hot and cold.

I won’t be the one getting myself involved in a toxic relationship.

I won’t be the one questioning my self-worth and self-esteem.

I won’t be the one second-guessing your loyalty to me.

I won’t be the one feeling paranoid about your every move.

I won’t be the one waiting for you to cheat on me like how you cheated on many others.

I won’t be the one playing tug-of-war in love with you.

I won’t be the one who has her heart broken by you.

I won’t be the one struggling to move on after our breakup.

I won’t be the one sobbing over our what ifs.

I won’t be the one listening to songs that would trigger any thoughts and memories of you.

I won’t be the one missing and wishing you were still here.

I won’t be the one wishing if I could turn back time.

I won’t be the one wishing for a happily ever after with you.

But I will be the one of the ones hoping that you have found the right kind of love that stays and grows with you.

I will gladly be the one that slipped away whilst you were expanding your collection of broken hearts.

I will be the one enjoying my life to the fullest because life is too beautiful and too short to be missing out and wasting time on someone like you. Thought Catalog Logo Mark

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