If you ever find yourself feeling dull, I promise I would do whatever it takes to fill up that void of emptiness.
If you ever need reassurance, I would make sure you never have to make yourself feel like that again.
If you ever feel doubtful of my love, I would tell you that if I could, I would drain all the seven seas and count every grain of sand that makes up the ocean floor. I would tally the sound of breathing and every beating heart since birth of man.
If you ever feel you are hard to love, I would remind you how good things never come easy and that a gem like you, is worth going through all the things that make you feel like you are hard to love.
If you ever feel that you are not good enough, I would remind you of how I was once a hurricane and that you made no excuse to love me like no other, to make me feel capable of feeling what love was like. You are good enough and that is why you are here today, here with me. Here, reading this.
If you ever feel happy, I would be right by your side to celebrate and remind you of how proud I am to have known someone like you and that you are a soul destined for greatness.
If you ever feel like giving up, I would be right by your side reminding you of how far you have come and that this pain you are feeling right now, is just your weakness leaving your body so that better things can come in your life and you’d be able to feel and understand why those times ever existed.
If you ever feel like you need your space to grow and learn more about yourself, I would understand because individual growth is important and that understanding yourself is a daily adventure. You would not have to explain yourself because you deserve time away from our busy world.
Why would I do all this for you?
Because, I know what it was like to not feel loved and I hope someone like you dear reader, never feel like that and always know that you have people that wake up each day thankful for your existence in their lives. You have different outlets to make you feel how amazing and unique you are and beating yourself up over bottled emotions is not going to be good for you.
If we know each other or have met, I want you to know that you have me and that I am here, to listen out for you. Please remember you are not alone and that I am thankful for all the people I have known in my life. I am thankful for each and every one of you.
And to you, I am thankful for you. If it wasn’t for you, I would not be able to make this happen nor would it be possible for me to finally understand how nice it is to feel again. To open up. To care.
Thank you for always pulling me back when all I wanted to do was push people away. You took me under your wing and you never made me second guessed myself. Thank you.