I Met The Man Of My Dreams But He Wasn’t Written For Me

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I spent my nights thinking about you, I spent my days daydreaming about you but, you never made your turn.

I was living in a fantasy world, where the reality was hidden from me. I believed in you and I trusted you when I wasn’t supposed to, but that’s okay, I am only to blame myself.

You’re a blessing as you taught me something. I have realized that people come into our lives for many reasons. And I believe that your purpose in my life was to give me a lesson and for that I don’t regret a thing. I don’t regret meeting you, I certainly don’t regret loving you because you cared for me when I didn’t care for myself and that’s something I’ve never had and that’s something I will surely miss, being cared for, knowing that at the end of the day there is a person to wipe my tears and a person to hold me firmly.

It hurts to admit that I love you and that I miss you. It’s the hurt that hurts, but that’s me choosing to walk away. And there’s nothing wrong with that, I have chosen to take this path without you, and I am more than ready to walk away from the seat I sat in. I know I am brave and I know that life has a lot to offer me, you were a part of a dream I once dreamed of and now that I’ve made that dream come true, you won’t be forgotten, you will always live in my heart me as I walk away, and this time I’ll continue to walk without you. Life is a beautiful experience and perhaps you were the beautiful dream that wasn’t written to last.

You are the beautiful dream that I need to let go of and my heart has captured a beautiful memory of it.

You offered me honesty, when no person offered it.

You offered me your arms when I was lonely.

You taught me to love myself,

And for that I will always be grateful to you.

Today, I feel beautiful because of, you. I feel loved, because of you, I may not mean anything to anyone, but I know that I mean something to you and that’s all that matters. And I hope you know that you will always be laying somewhere deep in my mind, just like I live in your heart. I’m so grateful to you and I know that I will never be able to repay you for how far you’ve went for me. I know that deep down I’ll always hold a special place in your heart.

And when I pop by your mind, I hope that you smile more than ever, and that you shine brighter than ever. I also hope you let the world wonder who that person might be that’s behind your smile.

I hope for nothing but for you to chase your dreams and to accomplish them. I hope you stay bright just as always, I hope you laugh with joy and I hope you’re brave enough to walk in this earth without me and I hope you know that, you’re not alone and that we’re all in this together, walking on our own.

You were a part of my journey, a dream but you weren’t involved in the dream I was destined to. You will always be a memory that, I will always look back to and as I am writing this to you, I want you to know that, today you’re no longer a dream that I need to chase but, you’re a memory that I have created in the past.

And I sincerely hope you believe in love, just as much as you believed in me.

With Love. TC mark

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