I Hope You Remember How Hard I Tried To Make You Happy

I hope you remember how I used to hug you from behind and walk around the kitchen waiting for our food to finish cooking. I hope you remember how I used to calm you down every time you prepared for an exam. I hope you remember how I used to support you with every idea you came up with.

I hope you remember how I used to accompany you when you couldn’t fall asleep. I hope you remember how I always wanted to know how your day was. I hope you remember how I greeted you good morning and good night.

I hope you remember that I kept giving you chances upon chances whenever you disappointed me. I hope you remember how I forgave you and still wanted to be with you, even though you cheated on me. I hope you remember how much I loved you.

I hope you learn how to appreciate the good people who come into your life. I hope you learn how to love someone right. I hope you learn how to treasure someone who is constantly there through your ups and downs. I hope you learn that money can’t buy happiness. I hope you learn that you have lost someone who loved you wholeheartedly.

I hope I learn to love myself. I hope I learn the next time I love, I shouldn’t lose myself. I hope I learn that I am special, too. I hope I learn I deserve so much more than this. I hope I learn how to pick myself up again. I hope I learn it’s a blessing in disguise that you left me. I hope I meet someone who loves me more than I loved you, someone who knows how to treasure and appreciate me being in his life.

Life is never fair and never will be, but I hope you at least have some guilt about what you did to me. I hope she is better than me or at least half of me. I hope she is worth more than all the memories we had. I hope she is worth all the tears and the pain that you have put me through.

Last but not least, I hope one day you regret that you have lost me.