I don’t know if I’ll ever be the same, if in three years I’ll find someone new and have to tell them the reason behind my insecurities, my bad habits, and my mental health are all because of a boy who made me feel worthless.
The pain I have felt for six months is not something you should have brushed aside; the worthlessness I have felt will haunt me forever. It breaks my heart that I ever felt this way about myself.
Do you sob silently to yourself after finding a belonging of mine tucked away? Do you miss me?
I couldn’t breathe without him. I couldn’t move on. I still can’t. I love him. But now it’s your turn.
I will regret it for the rest of my life.