Things That Make People Sad

Time makes people sad. The slow and steady dissolve of people, places and things. Your life is divided into chapters whether you like it or not. You can’t turn the page back and you can’t rewrite anything. Do you want to go back to a time when you walked home from your night class at ten p.m. and came home to a house full of your roommates playing some drinking game? You hated it then but you hated it more when everyone moved out and there was nothing left to come home to but static on the television. Do you want to crawl back into that boy’s bed who lived in the Lower East Side? You spent four months of your life sleeping in late, spooning, and doing drugs on a coffee table and it was so…romantic. And then time stopped it, stopped all of it. New chapter. Turn the fucking page please.

Whenever your parents say they’re disappointed in you, you can’t help but get sad. They’re awful, the absolute worst, but they can’t think you’re the absolute worst. Wait, Mom. Wait, Dad. I’m not turning into an awful person. I’m still good. I’m not rotten. Please think of me as that five year old who would give you kisses in public. I can still be that child for you! Wait, you’re over it? Cool, don’t talk to me.

Getting rejected makes people sad. We want to be validated, we want to be viewed as attractive so we give complete power to some nobody in a bar. “Here’s my self-esteem! Do what you want with it, I guess. Just please don’t shatter it! Oh, you just shattered it. Darn!” It’s not fair that someone we don’t even know has the power to make us feel like crap. The only people who are allowed to do that are best friends, significant others, and intermediate family members.

Listening to certain songs makes us sad. And when we’re depressed, we put on a playlist that’s titled “Kill me!” so we can feel more depressed? Funny system we got going there. We listen to songs that remind us of certain people and maybe we cry. A song by Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers could be really uplifting and fun, but it reminds of a fun and uplifting day we can never get back again. So there we are. Crying to rock and roll. Music is so damn powerful.

Getting flaked on by your friends is so sad. You have this excitement building about your fun-filled social day and then it gets ripped away from you by a single text that says, “I’m sorry. Don’t h8 me. Gonna have to reschedule!” And as you’re choking back tears you write back, “No prob babe!”

Drinking makes some people sad. They have a bad day so they drink to feel better. Smash cut: All of their horrible feelings being amplified times ten and causing them to cry into their drink. Oh my god, you’ve become a cliche sad drunk. Oh my god, you’re an adult?

Writing a piece about what makes people sad can make you feel sad. So don’t do it. TC mark

image – Ron Bennetts

Ryan O'Connell

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  • chelseafagan

    “You spent four months of your life sleeping in late, spooning, and doing
    drugs on a coffee table and it was so…romantic.”

    Right?

    • Jonbon

      alright chels calm down, your cynicism gets a bit tiring on here

      • chelseafagan

        Did I manage to convey cynicism in one word? Really? That was actually quite sincere, I had a relationship just like that. I think a lot of people have.

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1363230138 Michael Koh

    Empty furniture stores.

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1363230138 Michael Koh

    Old blogs.

    • Emily

      More embarrassing and silly than sad i feel

  • FC

    Truth, and a good yin to the happy piece yang. Also, do old folks dwell on time as much as people who've had a mid-twenties reality/existential awakening? Maybe more so? Hope not.

  • Sean Li

    Three legged dogs, one eyed cats, letters that never made it to their destinations, and beautiful antique furniture sitting on the curb, slowly going rotten from the rain.

    • bappada boopy

      OH GOD :(

  • http://twitter.com/crapface Hannah Foster.

    I concur wholeheartedly with the disappointment speech from your parents. Sometimes I just wished they'd get angry and shout… anything that wasn't them pointing out how much of a let down I'd been, basically.

  • Aelya

    Investing yourself in something/one and having it fall apart despite your best effort.

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=539592740 Viktoriya Gaponski

    Extrovert much? Tell them “Ciao, it's been real” and read a good book instead.

  • http://twitter.com/maggie44 Maggie Lee

    Holy fucking shit.  Everything.  Imma stick this right on to my tumblr so I don't have to come up with something to write tonight.  This is good

  • Tim

    “Here’s my self-esteem! Do what you want with it, I guess. Just please don’t shatter it! Oh, you just shattered it. Darn!”
    This is so great.

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  • Guy

    “Do you want to go back to a time when you walked home from your night class at ten p.m. and came home to a house full of your roommates playing some drinking game?”
    Favorite piece by you in a while, Ryan.

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