I Hope You Can Let Go Of Me

I hope you can let go of me. I hope that you can quit thinking about me. I hope that you can move on from me. And I really hope you can find someone who can give you all her love better than me. I wish I could have loved you the way you wanted me to, but I can’t.

I wish I could have been your right match, but I am not. I wish I could have been the one who wants to spend all that time with you and share with you all these moments in life, but I am not. I wish I didn’t have to cause you any hurt, but I guess it happened anyway. And there was nothing I could do about it.

I am sorry that I had to end our story before it even began. I am sorry that I couldn’t love you back. I am sorry I had to let you live through this. I am sorry you happened to love someone without having that love reciprocated. I hope that you know that you deserve better than one-sided love. I hope that you know that just because I couldn’t give that love to you, it doesn’t mean that you don’t deserve it.

I wish I could have given you what you wanted or what you have been searching for, but I just don’t have it. I hope you know how wonderful you are and that you don’t need my love to make sure of that. I hope that you keep on loving the way that you do till you find someone who’s going to cherish that love and give it equally back.

I hope you fall in love with someone who doesn’t even try to love you, but just happens to be totally and completely in love with you without even trying. Because that’s what you deserve.

Sometimes we just fall in love with the wrong person. Sometimes we even keep hanging on to that person even though we shouldn’t. I truly wish I didn’t have to be that person in your life. I really hope that you realize that you deserve so much better than this.

I want to write about you, me, and all of us.

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