Being devoid of intimate contact can be an extremely frustrating experience. The lack of physical contact and the emotional bonding that occurs with sexual relations can make even the most cheerful of people a tad testy.
Sometimes I feel a subtle guilt for the times I am with others but my thoughts stray to her. Little things draw me back.
What should I do when faced with this overwhelming onslaught of emotions that permeated my constant thoughts? I did what most reasonable men would do- I ran from them.