“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.” ~ Philip K. Dick
You introduced me to darkness. Your love was like a tunnel, the further I got into it, the darker it got. I thought this was how love looks like from the inside, but I knew that this was a lie I created so I could stay.
I miss how selfless it was, it loved without expecting to be loved in return. The act of loving kept it alive whether the love was reciprocated or not. When it knew that love was an act of faith not an exchange.
Time heals everything. Eventually our pain will go away, our mistakes will be forgiven, our hearts will mend and our minds will find peace.
Relationships are a lot like algebra. Have you ever looked at your X and wondered Y?
You don’t like asking for help even when you need it.
Maybe we need to disappear to see who will care to find us, who will care to bring us back to life, who will wonder about us and who will wish we never find our way back.
Lists are not for people. People are not meant to fit into check boxes because they change and they have flaws. Finding someone who checks off all items on your list is nearly impossible.
You have a love-hate relationship with your brain. You love it because it gives you the reality check you need and you hate it because it holds you back from being who you really are.
Just as the leaves change so does the energy of our homes.