Rania Naim

When you date a guy who is sure about you, you become sure of yourself. You don’t wonder if he thinks you’re good enough because he makes you feel like you’re more than enough.

You lost her when you started playing games, when she would send something and you would reply the next day, when you would show interest then act uninterested, when you would flirt with her but still talk about your ex.

She doesn’t lose hope. No matter how many people tell her that she can’t fix people, that people can only fix themselves — she knows that everyone needs help sometimes, even if they don’t admit it, and she will not let anyone discourage her from trying to help someone who is broken.

And in that moment, I realized that you never really fought for me in the beginning to fight for me in the end.

Because we both know that I’m ready but I’m scared. We both know that I’m ready but I don’t want to be heartbroken again. We both know that I’m ready but I’m saying I’m not in case you were not.

Labels. Everything is left undefined, you can’t even say you’re dating someone you’ve been hanging out with for months because it’s not entirely true but it’s not entirely false either. You can’t say if he/she likes you because they haven’t really confessed that to you yet and you can’t say that you’re not single, because technically you are.

You had a chance to break down my walls because I actually trusted you. I talked to you about my heart breaks, certain that you will never be one, I talked to you about my past, positive that you won’t be part of it and I talked to you about my dreams, confident that you will be in them.

Stop hating the universe for answering your difficult questions. Stop asking the universe to give you what you want if you’re not ready for it.