Rania Naim

I’m not the girl I used to be when we first met, I’m not the girl who loved you more than she loved herself.

Scorpio. You’re all about what you can’t have and what’s forbidden. You’re always attracted to the wrong men for you because they’re just wrong and you want to make them right.

You’re not alone. You’re not the only one who’s losing sleep over a guy who doesn’t love you back or a guy who broke your heart. You’re not the only one who’s afraid of what tomorrow may bring and how you’re going to face it all by yourself.

Security. She wants to know that she’s in safe hands. Don’t talk to her if you’re talking to ten other girls, don’t tell her you like her if you don’t want a relationship and don’t lead her on if you’re not ready.

Because long flights show you the essence of a person and long flights can seem so short when you have the right person by your side.

And it’s getting harder to keep up with you. To wait for you. To defend you. To believe in you. To believe in us.

For the first time, I’m starting to realize that maybe I’m in the wrong place with the wrong people. Maybe everything feels wrong because this is not the right direction, this is not the right road.

To my unguarded heart. I miss you. I miss how you used to make decisions without thinking, I miss how you were so hopeful and optimistic and full of love. I miss who you were before they broke you.