If it’s meant to be, no matter how long and difficult it takes, IT WILL HAPPEN. Ross Geller, typical nerd guy who had a crush on Rachel since forever.
Clearing your search history because you’re not sure if you searched something weird. Did I creep on someone? Did I read a nasty article? Let me just clear my search history.
Accept that no matter how hard you try to work things out, things will never be the same as they were before.