I never knew someone could rip me apart emotionally and mentally. Scratch that, I knew someone could rip me apart, I just never knew it would be you.
You have proven time and time again to have never cared about me. Sadly, that wasn’t enough for me to give you up.
I allowed myself to be lied to, manipulated and criticized by a low life loser such as yourself.
You used me constantly, taking advantage of me every available chance.
I don’t think I can ever forgive myself for that. I cannot forgive myself for knowing you would hurt me, even watching you hurt me, but still allowing you back in my life repeatedly.
Although I have anger built up towards you, I do know one thing at the end of the day: I am better than you.
All of that bullshit about everyone being equal is so last century.
In reality, some people are more caring, more genuine and more loving than others.
You, however, are not one of those people.
You are not driven, loving, happy, selfless…and I cannot confirm you to be that way.
On the other hand, I am that person.
I am that person who cares about everyone unconditionally, who loves everyone she meets. I am that person gives up my happiness to see a sparkle in someone else’s eyes.
I am that person. I want to be that person.
I may not have gotten revenge on you, I may not mean anything to you but just know in the back of your mind that I am, however, better than you and that I would never let someone like you take my happiness away.