How can the world be so good that it has a living man who loves me like you do? When I was busy pinpointing my mistakes and drowning myself in regrets, I did not realized that there is this man, who sees me as a perfect one, even if I throw tantrums when I don’t get what I want. What good have I done in this world, in this earth, to deserve you? When all I know I am good at is to be a mess, to be miserable, doing miserable things.
I did not see you as someone who is going to be a part of my life. I did not expect that there will be a time that I am going to meet you, who is crazy, funny, confident, kind, etc. Whatever it is that you are, it makes you sexy and it makes me feel like I am with the sexiest man on earth! Your laugh, your crazy laugh. Oh my, it’s like a soundtrack that I can even get a last song syndrome. It’s contagious. Your thoughts about parallel universes, your words of encouragement and wisdom, they were logical and made me believe that it is real and that I can do things I thought I couldn’t.
I just want to say thank you. When I saw the world turning into gray, you came along and put colors into it. You started to break the walls I built, you stepped into it, you rebuilt and repainted it. Now, there are two of us inside those four corners, standing in front of each other. You, inside my shell, inside my zone, it made me feel like I have found the one. You and I, there is only you and I. I know I have ignored you many times for months, yet you kept on pushing yourself to me. You really wanted to be a part of me, and me, to be a part of you.
The risk I took? I must say it’s so worth it.
Thank you for not giving up on me. I know, I am selfish and I have unbearable flaws that at some point in my life, I wanted to vomit it all and wished I am perfect so I can fit in for you. I did not realized that you stopped looking at my flaws or you really did not looked at it when I served all kinds of them in front of you. You accepted them open arms, wholeheartedly. Thank you, for making me feel loved, beautiful and worth it everyday.
I have you as my partner in everything that I want to do, in everything that I do. May it be trip over a person or a thing, laughing at lame jokes or doing weird stuff. Oh how I wish I have an unending life to write about you, how good you are, how good you are in making me feel this indescribable feeling of happiness. It’s surreal. I cannot even imagine that you exist, that you are my boyfriend! I cannot believe that you are real, that we are real. I cannot believe that you are loving me in a way I did not expect any man will do.
I love you very much and I cannot contain myself from doing it. I wish that this will never stop. Not even for a second.
Thank you for the love, memories, everything. I hope we conquer all the problems that we are going to face in the near future. May we always choose the love that we have for each other over our pride. Thank you and I love you. Always, all ways.