I didn’t want to admit that maybe I could be traumatizing other people by constantly bringing up my own traumas.
I hope we choose ourselves, even when we don’t want to.
There is also a lot to be thankful for.
To everyone else, it’s just “what people do these days” and you should just get over it because it wasn’t that serious anyway. But it was serious because you felt real things for this person.
“Maybe he/she doesn’t have his phone on him?”: You know this isn’t true.
Give yourself space to feel what you’re feeling.