The problem is in trying to understand what “enough” means, I’ve misunderstood the intended focus of the word as it is being used.
I’m too often concerned with crossing lines or being a bother.
I’m starting to see that I am who I am, and my experiences are external to me.
God says that His strength is perfected in weakness.
If God is to blame for the bad stuff, isn’t He also to blame for the good stuff?