I want you. I want to hug you when I feel like it. I don’t want to complicate what we have by such pointless labels as relationships. I want to live in the moment with you. And I hope you want it too.
No one can define if what you did wrong was a mistake. You have to define your mistakes on your own. See if they really were wrong or if you think so based on others’ judgement.
You can’t make things work if you don’t feel like it. You can’t make yourself fall in love with him again because you feel bad for him and everything you will lose.