An Open Letter To The Best Boyfriend I Never Had

Ewelina Karezona Karbowiak

I hope you are doing well. Do you still go on adventures? Do you still play DOTA? How’s your work? How’s your back? Does it still hurt?

I am sorry.

I am sorry I did not fight for you.

Don’t get me wrong. I did not fight for you not because you are not worth fighting for but because I can see it in your eyes how much you love her.

I am sorry; I did not fight for you because I know she is the only girl who can make you happy and make you feel at peace.

Thank you.

Thank you for being always at my side when I am at my lowest.

Thank you for cheering me up every time I got low scores on my quizzes.

Thank you for reminding me to strive harder.

Thank you for letting me see the beauty of every single thing in this world.

Thank you for all the positive vibes.

Thank you for letting me feel how special I am.

Thank you for buying my favourite ice cream every time my monthly period comes.

Thank you for everything.

This time, I have to be strong for myself.

This time, I’m on my own.

Maybe this is me saying goodbye.

You may not have lasted in my life forever like those Disney movies I have watched, but you will stay in my heart forever.

All those sweet Good Morning, Good Night conversations and ever other will stay in my heart forever.

Always remember that you will always have a room here in my heart.

Thank you for the happy memories.

Again, it’s time for me to let you go. Goodbye. Thought Catalog Logo Mark

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