Read This If Everyone Says You’re Worth Loving, But You Still Can’t Seem To Find Love

Drew Wilson
Drew Wilson

I can’t write down a list of the names (or I should say “the ghosts”) that have told me something and made my face turn red.

I’m being explicit with their word use. That’s how that magic works. It’s rarely physical. Words can connect us in ways that skin cannot.

Some people invest months telling me every day that I’m handsome. They say I’m sweet and funny. Sometimes, when I’m sleepy or drunk and I talk without having any consideration on consequences, I can be kind of sexy.

Then again I’m going to emphasize that is only the result of combining certain words that somehow make sense.

I’ve been told that I’m kissable, that I’m huggable. I’ve received some invitations to “sleep under a star blanket,” just because “it’ll be cute to live that scenario with me.”

Others have pointed out how lucky will be the person I’ll marry someday. But nobody actually wants to do it.

Nobody thinks I’m good enough. Everybody is pissed at how long I hold a person I have feelings for during a hug. The pitch of my voice is insufferable whenever I say I’m glad, happy or satisfied with the company of certain person. I’m just too intense for expressing my thoughts and feelings.

And I’m so used to people who vanish, that I’ve learnt to excuse them.

I have this hypothesis where I think I’m a non-solved mystery in the universe. As a result of that uncommon category, people will comment on it and spread the word, after all, they all sound and look interesting.

But truth is, a quick research washes out every attempt on understanding such an unnecessary answer you could live your life without.

And that’s exactly what I am. TC mark

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  • http://ashakibo.wordpress.com Zara Ahmed

    Thought Catalog is always on point with what i feel, every single time. It’s a little creepy how accurate it is sometimes. The day I’m wondering about what went wrong, a feed comes up saying ‘If you don’t know what went wrong, this is for you’, or something like that. It’s wonderfully creepy. I love TC so much <3

    • http://CulturallyWritten.com Did-wakenup

      Cool ;)

  • iamjoy

    I can relate to this post. Everybody says I’m pretty (though I don’t think I am), but not pretty enough to put their time and effort. Everybody says I have personality, but not enough to be chased and loved. That is what I am… :(

    • http://CulturallyWritten.com Did-wakenup

      I say you are pretty ;)

  • http://CulturallyWritten.com Did-wakenup

    Oh very interesting. It’s always good to hear you are loving!!
    Peace ;)

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