I Was Once Your Lover And Now It’s No Longer Me
you used to accompany me home and while we talked about
my friends or your friends or anything at all, you had
this habit of shoving your hands in your pockets and
looking away with a cheeky smile, you said you’re only like that
with people you really like, so i guess you really liked
me, and guess what, billy john, i really liked you, too
once we separated ways, a river of cars would flow
and i’d throw one last glance at you before leaving for home
as steps encouraged the distance between us you would
watch my figure disappear amongst the shadows of the busy cars
we were like that for years, and for each day something was
different, like my hair, your jeans, my accessories, your lucky charm
we were like that for years, and for each day something was
different, like your smile, my alright, your attention, my reassurance
we both knew that we were slipping away but we couldn’t let us
know because there was just too much to let go of, or perhaps
there were too many memories, but let me tell you that:
you’ve always wanted a house near the sea
waking up to the sound of the waves caressing the shore
seeing the flying travellers greet you in the morning
admiring the shining ball of joy blinding you with its glory
you used to say that my eyes were like the sea
but now you tell me that they are like the ocean
at first i was flattered, completely unaware that
it’s actually because the sea became someone else’s eyes
and the owner’s the person you always want to be near
how far is the ocean from the shore?
i saw you with a girl, across the river of flowing cars
with your head turned away and your hands in your pockets
i guess you really like her, billy john, and no longer me
this time, i was the one watching you disappear amongst the shadows