50 People Reveal The Filthy Fantasies And Hookups That Make Them Cringe But Still Turn Them On

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1. Just Casually Dropping By, Then I Blow Him

One of my female friends has a fuck buddy whom she introduced to us on one occasion, and he became a sort of fixture in our group, hanging out with us every once in a while. Long story short, he started hitting on me, but I wasn’t really keen on the idea of having sex with him as he’s already sleeping with my friend, and he wasn’t really my type. My friend said it was fine with her, though. One day that guy and i were just chatting on MSN, the convo turned to sex, he said he was jerking off and he wanted to cum on my tits. It really turned me on because i’ve never experienced that before, and I told him so. He begged me to come over, and the deal was pretty clear: no sex, i’d just watch him jerk off and then have him cum on my tits. I went over to his place, watched him jerk off for a bit, got horny and sucked him off until he came on my tits. Then I cleaned myself up, put my clothes on, and left like nothing happened. He gave me money for cab fare like he promised before I came over. Having a guy hand me money after I give him a blow job and let him blow his load on my tits, and the idea that I just casually dropped by to suck him off.. makes me feel so dirty yet turns me on so much that I won’t mind doing it again.

2. Tied Up, At A Bar

Getting tied up in the corner of a seedy bear bar, hunched over a stool with a ring gag and a spreader bar keeping me open and ready for the patrons. Tally marks on my ass keep track of the loads thrust deep inside me, and on my forehead keep track of the cum drenching my face, hair, and throat.

I have more, but honestly, I’m a smidge distracted now.

3.  Having Her Attack Me

I want to cum in my girls freshly shaved pussy and when she wants to come she can force me to eat her out whilst my cum is still inside her.

Eating my own cum feels dirty but having her attack me like that would feel so hot!

4. Sub Slave For Multiple Women

Being dominated by a woman. Tied up and helpless and used in degrading and humiliating ways. Also group bondage as a sub slave for multiple women and being in bondage and having her be a bit scary. I haven’t gotten to “play” with a group yet, but I would like to.

One of my female friends is coming to town this Wednesday with a bunch of new toys and she won’t tell me what they are. I am a weird mix of little-kid-on-Xmas-morning-hyperventilating excited, massively aroused and a bit terrified. I would heinously embarrassed, but I want her female friends to come over and take advantage of me too.

5. Answering An Online Adult Ad

So. I have done a lot of crazy stuff, but nothing that compares to this for sheer perversion. I saw an ad on the Chicago Reader site – the online adult personals. A woman, hispanic, who wanted a man to impregnate her. Her husband was mostly sterile (poor quality sperm) and she desperately wanted children. I thought it was a joke, but… there was an audio recording from her attached that sounded real. And so I replied. And she wrote back. And we talked on the phone. Fast forward – we meet in a bar. She’s a cute 30 year old – petite, pretty nice body too. Up to now, I figure this is all about some kinky role-playing, and I am very down. But she seems quite serious about checking me out. Wants to know my SAT scores. Insists that I promise to meet her every month at the height of her cycle until she gets pregnant. I must swear I will never try to track her down. And the sex ends as soon as she gets a positive pregnancy test.

I’m starting to freak out. And get turned on. So turned on. We make a date for several days later. We meet at the Hard Rock Hotel, both produce our STD test results, and it is ON! And it is hot… kinky, mind-blowing, hair pulling sex. 4 times. She has a somewhat shallow vagina, and I have a long enough cock that it can really bang into her cervix. Which she doesn’t like. So I finish up by pushing her face down into the bed and ramming her as hard as possible. She’s in pain, and she’s also cumming. I tell her she’s a whore, she’s a cheat, her husband is not a man… I’m so deep when I cum that she screams and tries to pull away.

That was the only time we had sex. A few weeks later I got a message through the web site we met on. “Positive. Wish me luck.”

That was about six years ago. I often wonder…

6. The Virgin

I want to spend a whole weekend smoking pot and having sex. I’m talking every kind of sex; I want it ALL. And I want it to be with a stranger. We plan things out the day before or something and we barely even talk, we just meet and fuck for 3 days straight, I dominate, she dominates, I’m tied up, then she’s tied up, we deny each other orgasms, we fuck in public, we play rape fantasies, we watch porn and imitate all the moves, etc. BTW, I’m a virgin. I don’t wanna pop my cherry, I wanna fucking annihilate it.

7. Roommate Fantasy

I want a few roommates who would use me as a cumdump. Not in a degrading manner, but just nonchalantly. Like one could go, “Hey dude, want a load in your mouth?” in the same way/tone that he would ask “Let’s play TF2.”

Also, it would be very hot if they would boast about my cocksucking skillz with their friends and invite them to try it.

8. ‘Crack’ Them Open

I love to manhandle girls and force them to do things. Not a rape fantasy, just imposing my will. I really like to “crack girls open” as I call it, by that I mean I place them face down and ass up and I spread their ass and pussy and just look at it and rub it before I get to buisness. My fantasy is for one to get in that position and crack themselves open for me.

9. Ladyboys Everywhere

I would love to fuck a ladyboy in the ass, suck her cock, have her fuck me in the ass and get abused by two ladyboys at once.

10. Anonymous…In The Dark

God I still get horny every time I think about it.

In college there was a decent sized group of us drinking & smoking pot at night in the rented basement of a friends place. This was a place where they kept the windows blacked out due to the regular underage drinking (as tends to happen at college). I was dating a guy, who wasn’t there at the time. I’d guess there were another 4 girls there, and perhaps 6 guys (not remembering exactly who was there)

The conversation somehow turned to sex, and people were starting to flirt / be a bit more…public with their attraction I suppose (a guy rubbing his girlfriends covered nipples, nothing crazy). The music was also fairly loud. Then one guy had the bright idea to turn off the light. I have no idea why this was a funny idea at the time (likely due to the pitch black nature of the basement), but everyone was laughing and pushing each other. People were walking around, bumping into the walls, shoving each other, knocking over bottles, etc.. you couldn’t see a thing.

I was standing, and some misc male hand grabbed a breast. I was a bit drunk, I just let it go, I couldn’t see who it was, it didn’t necessarily feel like cheating, and I figured no one necessarily knew who I was either. Then another hand seemed to feel that hand, understand what was going on, and grabbed my other breast. No speaking at all (just loud music in the background with people laughing all around).

Without spelling it all out, the guys slowly pushed me to the ground, my shirt was pushed up. I felt more hands appear, “investigate”, and start feeling up my legs (had a skirt on), etc. My breasts were never left alone. I could hear some level of breathing / coughing (it had gotten a bit quieter in the room). A hand went completely up my skirt, pushed aside my panties, I felt more hands in there.

Very shortly afterwards my panties were removed, and a finger was inserted into my pussy (completely wet), with more hands wandering around, I could practically feel the horniness of those hands wandering back & forth looking for an opening. With my nipples being toyed with, I was getting closer to orgasm incredibly fast (surprisingly for being at least tipsy if not drunk).

Then the hand stopped, my legs were pushed apart a bit more, and I felt a penis rubbing around the entrance. I tensed up a bit, but didn’t stop it. That guy had sex with me.. I could feel him cum inside shortly afterwards.. I had a bit of a panic as he didn’t have protection on (it leaked out shortly afterwards). Then another guy entered seconds after he pulled out.. then a third guy. The third guy had a condom (smart guy!) I think I was too nervous / scared about the condoms / feeling it had gone a bit far so I wasn’t able to completely physically enjoy it (couldn’t get off), but god it was hot. The third guy stopped, I still had hands on me (no idea if they were the same, different hands, etc), but I decided it had been enough.

I got up, pulled my panties back on (they were thankfully on the ground near me still), and walked to the other side of the room. A few minutes later I could see a small amount of light from the stairway down the hall, so I went out there, and left.

I had STD tests not too long afterwards, was thankfully clean, and had my period on schedule. Broke up with the boyfriend (didn’t tell him why, just figured it was the right thing to do, was probably done with the relationship anyway). Never figured out which friends I had sex with. None of us talked about it later, other than vague mentions of “what a crazy time we had, we should do it again sometime (at least from the guys)”

And as I said, I get incredibly turned on every time I think about it. I have a huge fetish for pitch-black rooms, anonymous sex, etc. The whole idea thrills me, and I wish I could figure out how to do it all over again.

11. Call Me A Whore

There was one time when I laid on my stomach, naked, with my ass up and my boyfriend just took me really hard from behind. He spanked me and called me a whore and pinned my arms behind my back. It was sooo hot and loved it and he liked how I screamed really loud and how my voice cracked when doing it. :) Fun fun.

12. Nazis

I want to be spanked by a female North Korean military police officer. Or a Nazi. I have a thing for military uniforms from authoritarian dictatorships.

And I want to start making pornographic comics, preferably related to Victoriana somehow. But I wonder about showing all my kink shit to the people I know. And I know that my parents would see it, and that makes me feel weird.

13. Bent Over A Bale Of Hay

Dirtiest thing: My first time doing anything sexual was oral (giving and receiving) in a mock-up of a missionary hut at the girl’s seventh-day Adventist college, with her bent over a bale of hay in view of one of the chapels. Mind you, at this school you couldn’t even openly kiss as there needed to be ‘god space’ separating you…

14. To Be A Tiny Person

Remember that movie ‘Honey, I Shrunk the Kids?” Well I want to be about that small, and wrestle with a hot next door type chicks clit, then dive naked into her pussy and make her cum. I want the fear of being crushed to death by her vaginal walls to make it a life and death situation. I want to finally slide out of her pussy covered in her juices, almost blind, and then I want to cum on her tongue that is almost as big as me with my teeny tiny cock.

Perhaps then dad can un-shrink me, and I’ll have another chance except she prefers me to be small so I shrink myself for her and she brings her friends over and it turns into a complete mess.

Yeah, that does it for me.

15. Tempting Mormons

Mormon guys and gals. Not something I’ve done, certainly… but the idea that I am SO irresistible that they would give up their entire religion and world view and dogma to do THIS girl is kind of hot.

16. Incest

Seeing as I don’t have a sister I guess its okay but the idea of incest is ridiculously hot to me. Sometimes, when I feel the mood is right I don’t watch porn but instead read some nasty incest stories on literotica. I guess its the taboo of it. I can’t read the mother/son incest stuff that grosses me out, but the sister/brother stuff = epic fapping.

17. Enthusiastic Deepthroat

I want to get deepthroated, balls deep. And I want to EXPLODE all the way in her throat, pushing her head against me while I do it. And I want her to guzzle that shit, enjoying every second of it.

Probably won’t ever happen, but it’s hot to imagine.

18. It’s All About Me

I want him to just spend hours pleasing me with no intention of having me reciprocate. In fact, pleasing me for hours is so hot for him that he can come without any stimulation except pleasing ME.

Also, I’d love to have one guy going down on me while another plays with my nipples.

None of this is terribly exciting/cringe-worthy but I guess I do feel guilty if I don’t reciprocate so that makes it naughtier for me.

19. Pee

I get turned on watching videos of girls being peed on.

I am a girl, and have no personal desire to be urinated on. But these videos, to me, are hot. I wish I understood it, to the logical me, it seems ridiculous.

20. Cult Brainwashing

I fantasize (and I suppose I should emphasize fantasize)about kidnapping and restraining a young woman, and using cult-like brainwashing pain and pleasure techniques to train her to crave punishment, because that’s when she’s forced to cum and is fed and watered. Eventually, after several days of alternating torture and pleasure has whittled her sanity down to the nub, she’s taken right to the edge of a massive orgasm and the given the choice of being freed or ahem finished off…

21. A Massive, Consequence Free Orgy

Being part of a full-scale Orgy. Just walking into a room and being completely swept up into a mass of bodies, everyone just ravaging each other. (Note: no condoms involved with this, because it is a FANTASY where crotch and blood ickies do not exist ;P) I want to be so exhausted and fucked silly I have to crawl into a corner just to breathe.

22. ‘Surrounded By Girls’ With A Twist

I want lots of women around me, playing with me, kissing me, licking me, touching me, watching me, all while being fucked by a hot guy.

23. MMF With Identical Twins

I was recently the girl in a MMMF. It was amazing. The most fun I’ve ever had. I would do it again in a heartbeat. The guys I was with were foreign visiting the country I live in now and we could barely communicate with words, but sex was a complete different story.

My fantasy is to have MMF with identical twins…or triplets…just the thought gets me so excited. I have a pair in mind, I’m just having difficulty setting it up.

24. Pegging In Public

…as far as dirtiest I’ve ever done… probably public sex. Sex in a college classroom (audio visual room!), sex in a car in a mall parking lot, sex on a public tollway, sex on the front step of our apartment, sex over my ex-husband’s desk, sex while friends are mere feet away…

I love to wear a strap on and fuck my boyfriend in the ass.

It may be somewhat tame, but I can’t get enough of it.

25. Restrained And Naked In Public

Oh I have several. One is to be bound naked in semi-public, like at a party where I’m tied spread eagle to a wall or in a strip club where I’m handcuffed to a stripper pole with my arms over my head. I could see being tied spread eagle between 2 trees in the woods or as a rope based crucifixion.

But pee play also sounds like fun.

26. The Ending Of This One Is Amazing

I once had this idea of building a steel track about 20 feet long and a few yards apart, several feet off the ground and on an angle. Then I would get the entire Dallas Cowboys Cheerleading squad. Half of them would do the splits naked in a handstand underneath the track and the other half would be on top. At this point I would load my naked self on to the top of the track and log roll down, getting precisely one penetration per vagina (2/rotation). I would continue this for as long as possible and then would climb to the top and finish while doing a wookie roar.

Then I would send the footage of this event to various ex girlfriends, and then film their reactions to the footage. Which brings us to the actual sexual fantasy, which is jerking it to that video.

27. Hours Of Oral

He’d come over to my place and tell me that this time, he wouldn’t want to come at all. It would just be about me, the entire time. Start making out, and I put my hand on his jeans and he moves back my hand–I just have to take it. Everything from there devolves into neck kissing and nipple sucking, and then he goes down on me, and I imagine this in great detail.

I had a boyfriend who would never, ever go down on me and would get really upset if I’d mention it, so now it’s really hard for me to let a guy stay down there–I freak out and just pull him up and fake it so he moves on. But this time, he’d stay down there and stay down there, for at least 30 minutes of fingering and licking. I figure, I’ve given blowjobs that long… is it wrong for me to imagine, just once, that I’d get that sort of attention? But I think the reason I like that as a fantasy is the control element–I start wanting him to stop because it makes me nervous, makes me wonder if he hates it and if he’s uncomfortable, even as I want him to keep on going because it feels so good, and knowing that he’s not going to stop. And normally I come early and often–this time, I’d come often but only after a while. Normally I try to come as quickly as I can the first time so I can keep on hitting that high, since it’s not so bad for me and guys tend to like it when they can make a girl come pretty easily, but it’d be awesome at once for there to be no pressure at all, and I could go without flexing all those muscles down there and moving my thighs around to accelerate the process on my end. And I could just lie back and let it be about me. It’d feel very wrong, and be kinda awesome.

That would be lovely. And a major and unpleasant “fuck you” to the boy who messed up my mind so bad about oral sex that now it feels taboo in my mind enough for it to be a “dirty fantasy” instead of something normal. Hmph.

28. A True Patriot

For the record, I am male.

Deepest fantasy: tied down and taken advantage of by my SO.

Dirtiest thing I’ve done: Had sex in a baptist church. I wiped myself off on the American flag and the preacher’s chair.

29. ‘Look Me In The Eye!’

I want to fuck my best friend while her boyfriend watches.

30. To Be In A Woman’s Body

I would like to be a woman so that I could trib other chicks. I am fascinated by the porn on this topic and I am not sure why. Most of the time when a guy says he fantasizes about being a woman it is driven by a motivation to be with men.

I want to we a woman so that I can rub my pussy against that of other women. Just the thought of girl-me and another woman with legs scissored grind-humping each other while sucking each other’s toes…moaning and gasping at the feeling of our wet snatches stimulating each other’s…..it drives me mad.

31. Sounds Like A Party

My girlfriend getting gangbanged.

32. Anonymous, Rough Pegging

Ok so here it is. Male here. My fantasy would be getting fucked by a girl with a strapon up the ass while she is stroking my dick. Slow and gentle at first then once things get going she can do as she likes and should be talking real dirty to me, like how great my virgin ass feels, you know stuff like that. This girl would have to be somewhat anonymous. The willy thing would hopefully be small since all I have had up there was a finger. Its an odd fantasy since I haven’t really enjoyed ass play all that much in the past. Haha oh well. There it is.

33. To Hook Up With A Man…

I’m a lesbian in a long term relationship.. but for the past few months, most of my fantasies have been about men. And I’d love to hook up with one but I don’t think that’s going to happen.

Sigh. ):

34. A Female In A Gay Bar

I visited a gay bar that had hard bodied male go-go dancers. Being one of the few females I got a lot of attention from the dancers, who were mostly straight guys. I gave one of the straight dancers a hand job in the back corner, and he came on my tits. Next thing I know, one of the gay dancers came up and licked all of the guys cum off of my boobs. SO HOT.

Later that night, I ended up in the bathroom on my knees with another dancer, head bobbing unapologetically up and down his huge cock. Best part… my boyfriend loved watching :)

35. Naughty Office Sex

For me it’s office sex, doing one of the girls over the photocopier and cumming inside her then going back to work as if nothing happened although she didn’t really clean up and you can still see cum on her high heels and its dripping from her pussy as she gives powerpoint presentations.

36. Cathedral Sex, In France

I’m staying in France right now and every town has a gorgeous cathedral. Now, I’m always really respectful of peoples’ places of worship and I’d never want to have sex in one (cause I’d get pissed if someone were to mess with my sacred personal spaces) but I just thought of how cool it would be to have really really loud sex in a cathedral. I mean, the acoustics in those places are amazing.

Yeah, I’d really just do it for the echo. Having stained-glass Jesuses watch me would freak me out a little.

37. An Adult Book Store Gangbang

Craziest thing: I was in an adult book store one time buying pornos (before the Internet) and while paying at the cashier I noticed a small CCTV behind the clerk. On the TV was a woman in an obvious gang bang. I pay for my stuff and walk back to the video booths (behind a curtain) and there she is – a woman getting fucked by a dude while 4-5 other guys stand around. I walk up the crowd and watch for a while, then take out my cock like everyone else, and just jack off and watch.

I stood there jacking my half-hard dick and watched three dudes come inside her, one come on her face, and 1 on her tits, and without saying a word stepped in and fucked her. She was lying on her back directly on the cement floor with what looked like a quilt underneath her.

I remember several things vividly: When I first got down on my knees to put my dick in her the smell of cum was overwhelming. She was covered in it. The other thing I remember was how stretched out her pussy was and how I slid in without any problem. She was probably late 30s or early 40s, chubby with big tits. Dark hair, 90’s perm, and a light bush. There was literally a stream of cum running from her pussy to her asshole and then puddling on the quilt.

While I was fucking her I was completely nervous and freaked out by the group of dudes over me and afraid someone was going to jizz on me. Because her pussy was so wet and loose it was taking me a while to get off, so in the 2-3 minutes I was inside of her I saw another two dudes cum in her mouth. I start banging her like crazy and cum inside of her and as soon as I stand up and black dude with a gigantic cock kneels down where I was (between her legs), starts slapping her cock against her pussy, and then rams it into her and she goes from lightly moaning to loudly groaning and whimpering.

Some of the guys seemed to be sticking around trying to get a second turn, but zipped up and left the store.

In the time I was there I saw at least 10 guys cum in or on her and she appeared to be loving it every time.

This was right before Magic Johnson came out with aids, sometime around 1991. After I saw this I was convinced I had AIDS and went for an HIV test around Christmas of 1991 and it was negative, and promised myself to never get involved in an anonymous gang bang ever again.

38. Ruthless!

Obligatory: Missionary, for the sole purpose of procreation.

39. Feminized Men

Men. Specifically:

  • Wearing men’s clothing. I just love men so much, I want to wear the things they wear! Oxfords are my favorite, but even things like socks and a-shirts give me a thrill…
  • Men wearing women’s clothing, especially lingerie. I’m a sucker for a dude in a dress. As long as he’s still clearly a dude (i.e., not actually trying to look like a woman). HOT.
  • Gay guys kissing or having sex. It’s not only hot; somehow it just makes me feel nice.
  • Fucking/fingering my fiance in the ass. It’s a shame more straight couples don’t do this; it’s actually wonderfully intimate.
  • Male genitalia. Yes, you read that right; there’s actually a woman out there who DIGS dicks. Including the internal parts. And balls. And assholes. And prostates. And all the associated sights and smells and textures. Except for those of poo and, for some reason, semen. Although it’s hella worth it…

What does it say about our society that loving men this much makes me feel very queer? In the general sense, of course.

40. Breaking And ‘Entering’

For years now I’ve had this fantasy of a guy breaking into my place to rob me and instead we end up having hours of hot sex. Afterwards, he leaves.

41. Outside, In Public, With A Strapon

I am a girl and a lesbian (all this is obvious from the story). I was dating this girl for about a year or so and we went to White Water in Georgia, a water park. I just bought my first strap on, so I started packing, which is placing strap ons underneath your clothing. Towards the end of our time there, we both decided to take a shower in the public showers while my mom waited for us at the food area. My girlfriend at the time had an idea to fuck with the strap on in the showers since I did start packing for occasions like this. I don’t think either of us cared about the location we were in, because my ex was moaning audibly and the force of my thrust colliding into her was banging the fuck out of the walls.

Its between that and fucking her behind a laundry mat on a busy road.

42. Rape Fantasy

I get off on rape fantasy porn, and the idea of being taken advantage of turns me on. I don’t mean to offend rape victims, and sometimes I feel guilty about it, but I imagine being assaulted by a rapist will turn me on and I will actually have a good time (minus the part where the rapist turns out to be a murderer as well). I’m hugely attracted to men who dominate me in bed, and I guess I view rape as the highest level of sexual domination.

I’m not into BDSM as I find it a bit too extreme…leather, whips, handcuffs, the idea doesn’t turn me on at all. I’m into rough sex, I like being banged hard, getting my hair pulled a bit, and I have this fantasy of having a guy slap me around a bit before just tackling me and fucking me furiously. I won’t be submissive, though, I imagine myself fighting back and hitting him before he eventually dominates me and hitting each other just turns into fucking. I don’t know, there’s just something so intense about anger and sex combined.

43. Fucked By A Stern Asian Woman

I’m a 39 year old straight white male and I’ve started seriously fantasizing about being fucked in the ass by slightly older, very stern looking short haired Asian woman with a strap on and full body hair. After she has had her way with me I turn it around and ravish her body in every way I can think of. I don’t know where this came from, with the specificity and the fetishistic aspects but it turns me on more than anything. As I get older the idea of being totally dominated and then turning it around on her fires me up. I like the struggle for sexual dominance with the surrender and violation followed by taking it back.

44. UPS Guy

I’m pretty boringly vanilla. Actually I’m pretty disappointed with my lack of fetishes. A big fantasy for me, therefore, is having someone kind of ‘force’ me into them… in the fantasy it’s great, but I just don’t think I’d get into it in reality.

One fantasy, though: UPS guys. Kind of cliche, for sure, but I want to “sign for that package” and tear those brown shorts OFF. God, I hope that actually happens someday!

45.  A Submissive Girl

I want to be used, dominated, treated like a whore. I’m submissive and would love to be in a threesome being the only girl, a foursome, anything. I fantasise about being taken in every orifice by multiple people, using me for hours as I’m tied down and cumming again and again. Anything bondage-y is good. I can be really specific with my fantasies x]

If I’m going all out unrealistic eroticism then there’s the one about being a sex slave in a ‘school’ for sex. Being taught how to fuck, how to be used, being punished if I screw up etc. I’d be bent over and toyed with, screwed by multiple men. I’d be tied down to the bed with my legs pulled wide apart and completely restrained, blindfolded and gagged, unable to tell if anyone was approaching.. and then I’d be fucked senseless by a complete stranger =D Other positions would be awesome too.. bent over and tied to a desk as men line up to take me how they please, all the while having to perform some inane task like typing. And if I screw up, I get fucked hard anally.

In a more realistic context I just love being tied up, used and humiliated. I love being exposed for my bf to see as he uses multiple toys on me and then puts my clothes back on to keep them in. I love being told what to do decisively and roughly. That’s always hot.

Mmm getting a bit bothered now.

46. The Roughest Sex Known To Man

I’ve got all sorts of fantasies but I always feel like I might have some issues due to them. One of the recurring ones is…

I’m walking down the street when I bump into an acquaintance of mine, and he greets me and excitedly talks me into joining him on his way, I agree and we walk and talk. When we get to his place he immediately changes and becomes a scary sort of dude and chains me down, floor, bed, shower, wall. It changes with the imagining. There we have the roughest sex known to man, while he chokes me and does other violent things like leave tiny cuts like paper cuts with a knife on my side, or slaps me/ punches me in the face.

The idea of being so controlled is totally enamoring. It’s also sort of the reason I’m a big horror movie buff is that the villains almost always totally turn me on.

Also- unrelated, one of the hottest sex-sessions I had was in full clown makeup. Grease paint smears so beautifully when being sweated through.

47. The Boss’s Daughter

True story, happened a long time ago – I screwed my boss’ daughter (ex-gf) in his waterbed at a party he was throwing. My girlfriend at the time was outside and never caught on to what was happening. After the party she gave me BJ – so she kinda had lesbian sex with my ex-gf by proxy.

48. Orgasm Denial

I recently had a girlfriend who like to be dominated a lot. We had talked about her dominating me occasionally, and tease and denial stuff, but she never really got into it.

Anyways, one night I told her I was going to use her entirely. I tied her up, blind folded her, made her suck me to get me hard, then gagged her. I told her that both her holes were going to be used tonight and she was going to like it. She mumbled yes sir and nodded her head. I went and grabbed a butt plug I bought her and lubed her ass up and put it in without touching her pussy once. She got wet really fast so I grabbed her vibrator and started playing with her clit a bit while touching myself. I told her she was being a good slut and better not cum. So just as she’s getting near I pull the vibrator away and start to fuck her like crazy, with her ass sticking up and plugged. I fucked her ’til I came and then told her she wasn’t going to cum tonight and told her to keep the plug in for the rest of the night and sleep naked with me. Then I told her if I felt like it in the night I’d wake her up and fuck her ass, but she wasn’t to finish at all and would have to just enjoy what she got. It turned me on just to hear her disappointment.

Anyways, going beyond that and into what I fantasized about. Basically I’d want her to do the same to me. She’d tie my up, lube me, and plug my ass. Then she’d ride me and make herself cum as many times as she wants. If I cum inside her, then she’d make me keep pleasuring her by sitting on my face because she wasn’t done yet. I’d be licking her and my own cum all at the same time. If I don’t cum then she’d tell me she’s done and to put my clothes on with the plug still in. I’d find it soo hot.

49. Ass And Nothing But Ass

My fantasy is FFM. The twist for me is lots of anal play. Im an ass man 100%. My dream is to fuck 2 girls in the ass, watch them play with each others ass, duel cock sucking, ass slapping and all sorts of other dirty play. When im ready, i want to unload right into one of their ass’s and watch the other girl eat the cum right out of it. After she has the cum in her mouth, i want them to snow ball back and forth with the cum. Watching them play with it, licking each other clean, then both licking my cock nice and clean.

God, I’m hard just thinking about it!

50. Adult Diapers

I don’t know what it is, and I kind of know how it happened, but I get turned on by adult diapers. Part of it is the desire to take care of a woman, almost excessively. I thought I just wanted to be a ‘daddy’ and take care of a girl in diapers until I bought a sample and tried some on my own. The feeling is exhilarating. Having to move around the house when my room mates are home and I’m wearing makes it even more exciting.

Maybe my subconscious likes it because its one big joke to me: I’m the most mature person out of almost everyone I know, yet I like wearing and using diapers. The clearest my mind has ever been was when I’m sitting in my own waste. It is almost poetic, if not excessively creepy. I wish that anyone who finds out about it is very understanding with me and doesn’t hold it against me. Thought Catalog Logo Mark

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