It’s time we start to give ourselves what we want and need.
I am here to tell you, it doesn’t get better.
You remove toxicity by voiding anyone and anything that dims the light that shines inside of you.
You slowly start to heal by understanding what went wrong
By understanding that you’re not perfect
If you are constantly asking him meaningless questions or trying to text him constantly while he makes minimal effort to talk to you back, he is most likely turned off by you.
You prepare yourself to apologize for things you didn’t even do
You prepare yourself for the blow up
You prepare yourself for the agony that is to surely follow.
I think about how I would want to run up to you and hug you tightly.
Please don’t let the world harden your heart and keep you hidden behind the walls you built
Today I have to say goodbye you; my sweet fuck buddy, my dear fuckboy.
You wanted easy love and I always demanded more