Shouldn’t love be effortless? Shouldn’t you be excited to see me? I am a woman worthy of love.
And I was intoxicated. When I wasn’t high on you, I was high on alcohol
To numb my insecurities and pain.
Tell me why you love me still and I’ll tell you why it hurts to feel.
You are everything I never knew existed. Everything I wished for, but thought was impossible.
I want to scream. I want to run. I want to feel everything and nothing at all.
I want someone who would risk it all. I’ll wait forever if that’s what it takes because I’m not settling for anything less.
So every day I wonder if you’ve forgotten about me or if you don’t love me anymore. But then I remember you, and I know that can’t be true.
My heart wasn’t ready to let you go.
I am thankful for us because I learned what love is and what love is not.