The first time I met you. How easy it was for me to have a conversation with you.
I don’t need to wait by the phone every single waking hour of the day for a response.
Why do we allow ourselves to do that?
You left me on read, and I tried not to keep checking my phone, to not have it by my side, but you knew what you were doing.
I don’t know how long it took me to realize this was a reality. This time we’re living in, it’s not a nightmare, it’s real.
I’m falling for your eyes. Blue eyes so crystal clear. I thought I would drown looking into them, now I float freely, calmly. You keep me leveled.
I bought myself flowers for the first time. Because for so long I relied on the idea of expecting or needing someone else to do it for me.
Everything I have learned in life has been a lesson. I don’t regret anything I went through because it got me to where I am today.
Those bad thoughts you put into your head can go away, but only if you want them to.
My healing process is over now.