I bought myself flowers for the first time. Because for so long I relied on the idea of expecting or needing someone else to do it for me.
Everything I have learned in life has been a lesson. I don’t regret anything I went through because it got me to where I am today.
Those bad thoughts you put into your head can go away, but only if you want them to.
My healing process is over now.
I wouldn’t change any of the moments I’ve encountered when it came to love or an almost love or a love that still leaves me yearning for their touch even though it’s been too long.
We all deserve to feel something that’s real and not temporary. To be able to look at someone and see them as end game and not a quick pit stop to your final destination.
After you left, I lost everything. Or at least it felt like that for a while.
“Life will find its way to all work out even when you don’t think it will and you’re trying to hold it together when you want to cry and feel so lost. Just keep going.”
So, to all the boys I gave my heart to, thank you.
This is what you deserve.