My healing process is over now.
I wouldn’t change any of the moments I’ve encountered when it came to love or an almost love or a love that still leaves me yearning for their touch even though it’s been too long.
We all deserve to feel something that’s real and not temporary. To be able to look at someone and see them as end game and not a quick pit stop to your final destination.
After you left, I lost everything. Or at least it felt like that for a while.
“Life will find its way to all work out even when you don’t think it will and you’re trying to hold it together when you want to cry and feel so lost. Just keep going.”
So, to all the boys I gave my heart to, thank you.
This is what you deserve.
You looked a lot taller than the last time I saw you, but maybe that’s because I finally got to see how small I felt around you.
As much as I think about everything I’ve been through and the amount of change I’ve endured, I wouldn’t change a single thing.
I told myself I was never going to fall so fast.