All You Need Is Love

Pretty soon I was weeping at my computer while I was writing this, because it forced me to realize that I have become exactly who I was afraid of being – the girl that puts it all on red and turns the roulette wheel.

This Is What It’s Like Watching Someone Wilt Away

I struggled with the idea that my Dad who was this infallible person, was actually flawed in a serious way – a way that could have / should have killed him twice. I wept for the loss of the person I knew and for the person I knew he would never be again.

The Death Of Superman

Eventually I handed my husband the phone and asked him to call my sister so she could tell everyone. I didn’t want to face them. I didn’t want to deal with their grief on top of my own. I just wanted to fall apart and have that be okay, so I did