When you stop playing into the toxic cycle by not responding, it allows you to move on with life. It allows you to gain power in a toxic situation.
I know that right now, in the middle of all that hurt and anger, it is hard to see through it. But I have good news for you, friend. The Lord woke you up this morning, so He’s not done with you.
I need to revamp my mental dialogue. I need to identify when I am doubting myself and make an effort to quit. I need to be kind to myself.
Do not sit on your bathroom floor and question your every move. He fucked up and that is not your fault.