All people want to succeed, and most of us want others to succeed, but not more so than ourselves.
When you have many talents, you have multiple paths to choose from and will eventually arrive at a crossroads, or in my case, a cross-eyes, where you have to pick one. I was clearly refusing to pick one, so my body forced me to stop until I did.
Do I need to continue to live my life according to the Bible in order to believe in God?
Some women who prefer to remain childfree have a desire to raise children, and some of them have no desire to raise children, but all of them have a stronger desire to experience other things than to experience raising children, and thus, they have chosen not to.